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Aveline's Move

I heard Aveline before I saw her — her voice, pitched low but not low enough, coming from behind a half-open door I had no business stopping outside of.

"—the rite-master answers to the council, not the crown," she was saying. "If the danger set for the Proving happens to be a fraction sharper than tradition calls for, no one will question it after. Everyone already expects a wolfless claimant to fail."

I recognized the second voice after a moment — a council clerk I'd seen twice before, always hovering at the edge of committee sessions, never once speaking above a murmur.

"Lady Aveline, if this is traced back—"

"It won't be. I'm not asking you to hurt her. I'm asking you to make the test honest, the way it was meant to be before three generations of caution dulled it into theater. If the bond is real, sharpening the danger changes nothing. If it isn't—" A pause, and I could hear the smile in it, the same cold, careful smile from my first night at Greywatch. "Then the kingdom learns that today instead of later, when it costs more."

I didn't wait to hear the rest. I walked, fast and quiet, back the way I'd come, my mind running the same calculation over and over: I had exactly what I needed to end Lady Aveline's career in this court by sundown, and I wasn't at all sure that was the right move to make three days before the biggest test of my life.

A page nearly collided with me at the corridor's turn, apologized twice, and hurried on without noticing my hands were shaking. I stood there a moment longer than I needed to, steadying my breath the way Maren had drilled into me, before I let myself move again.

By the time I reached the map room my pulse had settled enough to sound calm, which was the only thing that mattered — Cassian had learned to read my voice the way I'd learned to read a room, and I wasn't ready to let him hear how close I'd come to doing something rash in that corridor.

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I found Cassian in the map room, alone, and told him everything, word for word — the sharpened danger, the nervous clerk, the smile I'd heard more than seen. He listened without interrupting once, which was, I was learning, its own kind of rare gift in a man used to commanding every room he entered.

He went very still — the specific stillness I was learning meant he was furious and not yet decided what to do with it.

"I'll have her removed from court," he said. "Tonight."

"Don't."

He looked at me like I'd said something in a language he didn't speak.

"She just tried to have the rite sharpened against you," he said. "Possibly fatally."

"And if you remove her tonight, on my word alone, three days before a rite meant to prove I'm not dangerous to this kingdom's stability — what does that look like to every pack still watching for a reason to doubt me?" I made myself say it plainly, the way Maren had taught me to say hard things. "It looks like the wolfless girl got the King to silence her only real critic before the test that was supposed to answer the criticism. I win the argument and lose the kingdom's trust in the same breath."

Cassian's jaw worked. "So we let her rig it."

"No," I said. "We let her think she's rigging it. You said yourself — if the bond's real, sharpening the danger changes nothing. Let her sharpen it. Let the court watch the bond hold anyway, against the worst version of the test instead of the safest one. That's not a weaker win, Cassian. That's the win that actually ends the argument."

He crossed to the window, hands braced on the sill, looking out at a courtyard he probably wasn't actually seeing.

"Every instinct I have says protect you by force," he said. "Remove the threat before it can act again."

"I know," I said. "That instinct isn't wrong, Cassian. It's just aimed at the wrong target right now. Aim it at winning the Proving instead."

He studied me for a long moment, something unreadable moving behind the silver.

"You're gambling your life on a bond three weeks old," he said, "to win a political argument."

"I'm gambling my life on you," I said. "That's different math."

Something in his face broke open, just slightly, the way it had the night in the map chamber when he'd knelt to tell me the truth instead of standing to soften it.

"You're going to make a very inconvenient queen," he said, low, something almost like a laugh underneath it. "Everyone I've ever trusted with a hard decision has told me what I wanted to hear eventually. You haven't done that once."

"Get used to it," I said. "It's the whole reason the bond found me instead of someone easier."

"I'm starting to believe that," he said, and for a moment neither of us said anything else, just stood there in the map room letting that particular truth settle between us.

A knock came at the door before he could answer — a runner, breathless, travel-dust still on his boots.

"Majesty. Forgive the hour." He caught his breath, and delivered the rest like a man who knew it would land hard. "The council's moved the Proving up. Not three days. Tomorrow, at dawn."

To be continued — Chapter 13: The whole court gathers to watch a bond be tested to breaking — and something goes wrong faster than anyone planned for.